Having got stuck after my graduation, eventually I decided to enroll my master degree in business administration in Gadjah Mada University, Jogjakarta. And today, I am officially a student of MBA Program of UGM after finishing the matriculation class for 3-month!

The decision taken was not that easy! In the very beginning, a clash between my father and me was inevitable. My Dad wanted (and still wants) me to carry on my degree in Accounting. However, after a long dispute, my dad allowed me to register in MBA and kindly buried his dream to see me as an accountant (feel so bad though, sorry dad!)

This choice doesn’t mean to hurt my dad who is kind-heartedly support my edification. It’s just because I am trying to be who I am in the class. Honestly saying, I could survive well in Accounting (with satisfied GPA) but I felt bogus during my lecture. I used to try to love Accounting, but seems like my love could not last for it. Ever since, I decided to look for another subject that really embodies what I want.

But actually the conflict was not only between me and my dad. I also had quarrel inside my heart. Though I had ignored my feeling to step further in accounting field, temptation to pursue Accounting degree through scholarship was thorny to be disregarded. Yeah, going abroad for my master degree is one of my life agenda. I did try once for Australian university for master in accounting, but seemingly my destiny was not there. Thus, I was in between being thankful that I should not study accounting anymore and disappointed that could not make my dream happen. Since then on, I ensure myself that accounting is not my way. I believe that God had given me the best decision!

Live is about today and the future! Forget what happened in the past!

Somehow I still have disappointed feeling, but immediately it’s gonna be gone soon. I’m happy with what I am choosing now; studying a subject that I like in my dream university. Probably it’s my delayed dream. Four years ago, I failed to enter this uni, but now I can make it through. So no more I should regret!

What I need to do now is focusing with everything that I’m facing at the moment. This master program requires a dedication and sincerity. I am pretty sure that it will bring me to achieve my thousand passions, to make my parents proud of me, and to be useful for others.

I welcome myself to my new atmosphere, new routine, and new life!